Super Models Enter Rehab

 Steven Meisel for Vogue Italia July 2007

yeah it's old but i love it. It inspires me but i don't know why.

it reminds me heaaaaaaaps of Girl Interrupted.

speaking of Girl Interrupted; it's convinced me that i have disorders.

not joking.. i think i do.  

Chill out

... and flick through Yen.

  

i'm stuck. unsure if i want to be a stylist or and casting agent/model agent. 

and this is just another shoot that pushes me towards wanting to be a stylist.

Looking through the rest of stylist Pip Vassett's work it's so convincing. 

stylist or casting agent/model agent... help???

lately: 

yesterday i got work experience with vivian's model management woo

mum took me and my best friends op shopping around everywhere local, got sooo much!

yesterday before work i went to the op shop ( near work) and i saw doc martens.. then i thought to myself that i was seeing stuff so i keep looking around then i thought i might actually go look at the shoes and then when i actually DID SEE DOC'S so girl goes to fucking grab them!!!!! I WAS SO ANGRY OMG LIKE ACTUALLY!!! gave her the wrost look ( opps) 

but i guess they were dark green and dark red.. when i really just want black. 

she was lucky -.-

i'm missing the whitehouse and i want to go back to the place now.

school starts soon.. fuck year 10 .. :(

oh i bought my formal dress for........ $10 YAY BITCHES!

it was $130 but the clip on the side, the stiching was coming off. so i will just sew it! 

it was from mossman :)

i have heaps of money in the bank from working yay!

and i think i may need the new yen # 54 mag soon. I got the new harpers bazaar in the mail the other day, i haven't read it all because im trying to organize school books and stuff :(

my next subscription is going to be yen. 

actually i really like yen.... i only have 4 yen magz! 

i feel like going to a market... hmmm yes! 

photo source//

styling// pipvassettt

photographer// mickbruzzese

model// Melissa Johannsen (MJ)

magazine// yen #54

kershaw

"The money i have the ability to make, i would like, in the near future, to start some sorter foundation or charity where i can, i can help out the world in some way" - Abbey Lee Kershaw, 2010

I have said this like 1000 times but i really do wish i knew abbey. She is like me. Like everything she seems to do i enjoy doing that. i dont know how to explain it but i just wish she was my bestfriend :(

so this morning im stalking all her interviews on youtube and i came across one that i haven't ever watched before and it's old, as if i havent watched it?!?

so the quote above ^ really touched me, like i havent told you guys (i dont think) but for christmas i didn't get anything( besides and ring from my sister I LOVE IT). 

I decided i would give something instead of get something.

 so i bought gifts for 3rd world countries through world vision instead. 

 when abbey said in the interview that she would like to make a charity with the money she has and help out the world it just again reminded me of myself.. 

please let me meet you one day.

OMG AND THEN SHE TALKS ABOUT BEING VEGAN IF SHE COULD! omg meeeeee agggainn! 

it's getting really hard being vegan now, im a little light headed how and then. and when i was in the city doing my whitehouse schoolarship when i went to get a coffee i had to pay 70c extra everywhere for soy milk -.-

anyway, to sum up. i wish abbey was my bestfriend.

when i meet her. i want to sit down and have a  latte with her, eat salmon together in a cute cafe in the city and smoke ( only because i'll be with her). 

a day with Amanda

" Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it because if we actually felt how much we love them it would kill us. That doesn't make you a bad person. It just means your hearts too big" 

- Riding in Cars with Boys.
(i watched this film on new years with my friends and was flipping out when i heard this quote because i have had it on my wall on paper for 2 years and have always wanted to know where it is from and i was so happy when i heard the character say it! finally) 

Well for starters Amanda Norgaard has such a beautiful sharp face. 
so:
i want her room, that window would be delightful (second picture)
her sister IS ADORABLE OMG! ( first,eighth, ninth picture)
those cookies are vegan cookies as she wrote on her twitter ( fifth picture)
and of course the one thing that really stood out, her friendship with Tilda Lindstam and Imogen morris clarke. There friendship is perfect like the 3 best friends doing everything together. they are always photographer together on the streets!


actually it makes me sad because my two closes friends have gone to a beach house where we all planned to go for the summer ( all fucking excited to go) and i find out by my other friend, they posted a photo of them at the holiday place on facebook on sunday. so it hurt me. because they didnt invite me and took advantage of me not having facebook at the moment to post the picture ' because i wont find out'. thanks. they were my closes friends. it was always us 3 and we were so fucking excited to go together... i feel like shit. fuck. but you know i had the best fucking new year i have ever had !!!

dots

i havent been on tumblr in a yew days and im trying not to really. i might be deleting it after the new year ( probably not). It's just such a good time waster and i do nothing with my life!

latey:

• being extremely strict to keep to my vegan diet during christmas which is shit because all i can eat is the salads. Although i have found myself alternative for meat. Eggplant on the bbq yum :)
  
• Finishing the last few episodes of model scouts. which i really dont want to end at all! 
  
• bowing day sales were crazy and i didn't buy anything besides a plain black maxi dress which i altered to fit me. It was on $8 so i just got it even though i spent more time on the sewwing machine then actually buying it!
  
• cleaning out my room and computer
  
  
• stalking models on twitter
• reading through my old dairy i found in the bottom of my desk draw. funny and touching.
• im sun burnt like a bitch
• 6 chapters until i have finsihed reading the last hunger games novel
• holidays are actually boring me and making it even more obvious that i have no friends 

new years

Grow to atleast 5'6 

meet new people

Really push myself at school

have a best friend

a group of friends 

go on tumblr less

save up money 

have a 16th

have fun at the formal despite shit that has happened

explore places

city

be skinny lose 5kg

get a laptop

grow again 

feel more confident

redo room if parents finally give in

buy less magazines and more clothes

make clothes

during holidays-

make another maxi skirt and pencil case

grow again

be skinner

have a guy bestfriend

more towards charity

spend time with people

pic niks

lose weight

be skinny

be nice to parents

involve myself more in the family

go to Darwin with uncle phil

be social 

get facebook back and talk to people

grow

NEW WARDROBE

wax my eyebrows like mila kunis

get work experience

CHANGE