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"The money i have the ability to make, i would like, in the near future, to start some sorter foundation or charity where i can, i can help out the world in some way" - Abbey Lee Kershaw, 2010

I have said this like 1000 times but i really do wish i knew abbey. She is like me. Like everything she seems to do i enjoy doing that. i dont know how to explain it but i just wish she was my bestfriend :(

so this morning im stalking all her interviews on youtube and i came across one that i haven't ever watched before and it's old, as if i havent watched it?!?

so the quote above ^ really touched me, like i havent told you guys (i dont think) but for christmas i didn't get anything( besides and ring from my sister I LOVE IT). 

I decided i would give something instead of get something.

 so i bought gifts for 3rd world countries through world vision instead. 

 when abbey said in the interview that she would like to make a charity with the money she has and help out the world it just again reminded me of myself.. 

please let me meet you one day.

OMG AND THEN SHE TALKS ABOUT BEING VEGAN IF SHE COULD! omg meeeeee agggainn! 

it's getting really hard being vegan now, im a little light headed how and then. and when i was in the city doing my whitehouse schoolarship when i went to get a coffee i had to pay 70c extra everywhere for soy milk -.-

anyway, to sum up. i wish abbey was my bestfriend.

when i meet her. i want to sit down and have a  latte with her, eat salmon together in a cute cafe in the city and smoke ( only because i'll be with her). 

a day with Amanda

" Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it because if we actually felt how much we love them it would kill us. That doesn't make you a bad person. It just means your hearts too big" 

- Riding in Cars with Boys.
(i watched this film on new years with my friends and was flipping out when i heard this quote because i have had it on my wall on paper for 2 years and have always wanted to know where it is from and i was so happy when i heard the character say it! finally) 

Well for starters Amanda Norgaard has such a beautiful sharp face. 
so:
i want her room, that window would be delightful (second picture)
her sister IS ADORABLE OMG! ( first,eighth, ninth picture)
those cookies are vegan cookies as she wrote on her twitter ( fifth picture)
and of course the one thing that really stood out, her friendship with Tilda Lindstam and Imogen morris clarke. There friendship is perfect like the 3 best friends doing everything together. they are always photographer together on the streets!


actually it makes me sad because my two closes friends have gone to a beach house where we all planned to go for the summer ( all fucking excited to go) and i find out by my other friend, they posted a photo of them at the holiday place on facebook on sunday. so it hurt me. because they didnt invite me and took advantage of me not having facebook at the moment to post the picture ' because i wont find out'. thanks. they were my closes friends. it was always us 3 and we were so fucking excited to go together... i feel like shit. fuck. but you know i had the best fucking new year i have ever had !!!

if only you were my best friend..

Abbey Lee Kershaw ♥
I have admired her since 2009 which is bad because it effects my self- esteem every time i see a photo of her..

I have ever really been able to pin point what makes me so in love with her. Yes she is beautiful and amazingly stunning but i think i actually prefer her personality. Her personality really draws me into her. Her style, her music, her mind, her persona. she is so interesting! Certain things about her remind me of myself. She seems so fun but shy and down to earth in a quirky way. I love people who are interesting! i never seem to get tried of her!

photo source// fyabbeyleekershaw